Soooo about today, it was a good day. I am really blessed and highly favored. I am going to keep reminding myself that. I take notice of how the enemy tries to discourage me and make me think that I am alone but the devil is a liar! Especially today because why am I having random thoughts of how im doing everything and I don’t know what im doing but I refuse to return to place of self sabotage, self pity and depression. There’s so much to be thankful for. Im in the land of the living where everyday im reminded and surrounded by Gods beautiful creation. Me, of course but this world🤯. God did His thing. The fact that I can breath, im healthy and in my right mind, I had to give God thanks. I give thanks everyday, that’s a giving but today my heart was extremely full. Sitting having conversation with my dad and hearing his story, had me really just thinking of the goodness of God. So many times he could’ve been dead, so many times I could’ve been dead. I could’ve been somewhere in life living out a different story but im not. Thank ya Lord for snatching me up out the mud and cleaning me up. Cause Lord knows I was a hot mess. 😂 I was really outside *sigh* tragic. Chasing love and things to fill the areas in me that I didn’t even know needed filling.
I started thinking about Matthew 5, I definitely finished Job so proud of myself. But Matthew 5 was hitting , the Lord be really giving me an on time word. How could I not believe that He is with me always. Being without Him aint it hunnie. Talk about being lost and confused, I mean I still feel a little bit confused about certain things but im convinced that’s a me thing.
Song on repeat: After all of these years
https://youtu.be/Ph2qjm1TIhc?si=azUlILzWV-byIlbq
Signing off this|Until tomorrow…
Stay ANCHORED IN HIS TRUTH