This is the day that the Lord has made oh how I was trying to rejoice and be glad in it lol. No but formal though. I woke up started my day in prayer as I usually do and then my mind started to think about a load of thing that kind frustrated my spirit. No bueno because it changed my mood. Im getting ready and telling my self, don’t overthink it, focus on the word. Amanda you are fine, it’s not that serious….all morning 😒 ANNOYING! Yes, by the afternoon I felt better but it was a frustrating beginning. God im not sure what you are doing in this season but I need my mind and my thoughts to align with You. I overthink so much that I can sometimes drive myself into unnecessary worry and stress. Im at this point of life where I am depending on the voice of God. I need to be able to discern that ever so clearly.
Got to spend the day with my aunt and my cousins. It’s the little things. The little every day things where I see the hand of God. Where I am able too just be in that moment rather than think about all the other things I have to get done. It’s the little things like having the time to spend with family I don’t get to see often and I do not take it for granted. While doing all of that, I went and did something impulsive today that I should’ve prayed about first. I believe God will put you in situations to test you and today was the day for me. Which was made very clear after the fact. I got a tattoo, not necessarily because I wanted it but more so because I told someone we would get matching tattoos. We picked it out together and the oppurtunity came and I heard a voice say don’t do it. I heard the voice more than once, at first I was like whoa what’s that about. Long story short I ignored the voice and I felt so convicted after. It’s cute though 😬. It says faith 11:1 but conviction is one feeling I do not like to feel. Girl why did you not just lsiten😩?! I was so convicted I started crying but im like Lord what I do now? There is no going back and I also did not want to wallow in that feeling then I start to speak negative about myself. I had to remind myself that im forgiven
Hebrews 11:1 | “Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”
Signing off this|Until tomorrow…
Stay ANCHORED IN HIS TRUTH