What a day. I have so many questions Lord but thank you for another good and productive day. A day where I did not allow my feelings to get in the way. I cant deny Gods goodness though. I was just thinking about my life and everything I have been through I just thank God I made it. Thank you for allowing me to still be here. What I went through did not kill me. By his grace and mercy. Like God you really have been merciful. You have really been looking out for me and im sorry I was playing a fool. I was really out here just living life blindly and choosing things and people that served me no purpose. *sigh* Thank you Lord, thats all I gotta say.
Shout out to family. it was good seeing faces I haven’t seen in a long time. We didnt really get to catch up but cant wait for tomorrow to do so. I pray it does not rain tomorrow. Regardless of the weather it should be a good time, I hope. Today was calm vibes though.
I was also just thinking why me Lord? Do we always have to go through? How long does every seasons last? You said there’s seasons to everything but it really feels as though this season has no end. How do I know when I have been delivered? How do I know when things are beginning to manifest? How many prayers do I need to pray for a thing to come to pass? Im not saying I do not trust. Im saying it can sometimes be overwhelming having prayer an active prayer life and seeing fruit of it. Living and seeing nothing. Not even the things I need. BUT in Him I do I trust. No matter what. I don’t even know exactly what I need, only God knows best and im sticking to that.
Lesson: I have another choice but to trust Him. it Be your own family.
Signing off this|Until tomorrow…
Stay ANCHORED IN HIS TRUTH