It is frustrating that I am always the one that wants to help people so much and then end up stressing myself out when people do not necessarily want to accept the help or do anything to better their situation. I realized that about ,myself and girl we gotta stop lol. People will always peel every time, especially when they are not IN Christ Jesus .
Sometimes you have to really just sit back and encourage yourself or boast a little. Today wasn’t that bad, it was just insanely long and a drag lol. Thats why I like to stay busy because when I sense the day is dragging it makes me sleepy and in a cranky mood. Ended up in the ER today but I was not the one that was being treated in the E.R. I was there in support of my sister in Christ as though it was me. It wasn’t the greatest experience because I count tell you the last time I was in the E.R. but I thank God that I am alive and well. Here I am thinking this is going to be a quick likkle one, two in an and out, ha that was not the case. Can I just mention when we got there it was not full at all.Thank God though, my friend was able to leave out of there with all negative results but they were playing in our faces. Im really patient for real lol because your girl would’ve done dipped and left but it wasn’t until some hours passed that I realized hours passed. The Lord is truly working on me. I had to battle my intrusive thoughts because hunnaay they were not mice at all. The enemy wanted me to lose it and start cursing people out. All I could think was how she must’ve felt in that moment. Not being able to walk without pain and then your leg locking up. Whew, chile thats a lot.
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