This life is ghetto, very much ghetto and honestly God I really am to through. Today I really wanted to know someone’s head smooth off ha lol, not funny but im so serious. I didn’t of course but you know, my intrusive thoughts be intruding smh how do we stop that because honestly thats really just rude lol. I was minding my business I didnt ask for those thoughts to interrupt my peace lol. Lord help me. That was me all day. Holy Spirit help me, what do I do?
I woke up today determined because I know the Lord told me to go to the bank and open up an account but literally couldn’t find the necessary things needed to do so. Not only couldn’t I find it I realized it was missing My first thought was ok lets look for it because I just recently had it so it cannot be to far. Im so proud of myself though, I didnt not get flustered or irritated. I think I was so ready to just give up that it made me non responsive but my response was peace. I guess. After some time has passed Holy Spirit said go, im like okay. Praying and asking for favor from whoever I have to deal with when I get there. I get there and no ones available for another hr, im like ok that gives me enough time to continue looking. Long story short I had no reason to go back home what I needed was already on me in the bag I know I looked in earlier. I think my patience and my level of obedience was definitely being tested because that second time looking I was over it. I was not trying to go back to the bank, I wanted to give up and leave it for the next day. Voices were telling me I was going to get denied anyway smh because I did already BUT I KNOW WHAT GOD TOLD ME. I will recover all and I know He didn’t send me to this bank to get denied again. Soooooooo I praise God because He told me go and now I see why. Everything I needed was already with me. I was prepared. The process literally took all day but thank you Abba I got approved. Ayyyyyyye! I got approved! My help comes from THE LORD period! It was like I could breath again 😩.
“I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, From whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the LORD, Which made heaven and earth.”
Psalm 121:1-2 KJV
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