Today was such a good day but I was a little overstimulated and overbooked. I didnt realize I had so much to do and how much it would take a toll on me until the day started to progress. I was like hold on wait a minute can we put a pause in it. I was needing a nap and couldn’t take one, thats already an issue. We cant take a nap we are definitely doing to much.
I woke up super early as usual and I started doing my niece hair, I didnt even really get start for real and it was already time for the family meeting. Lets pause right there, I really thought I was gonna be able to start braiding her hair before the meeting, didnt happen lol. Sooooooo anyways I the kids had a good time with the vision boards which I am so happy about. They really took that thang seriously and thought about each and everything that was placed on there board. The meeting lol not so much. Mmmmmm it was productive we thank God for that but Lord please go before us and make something shake for the next meeting because Lord you know we need it desperately. We need open hearts and minds. Just one touch Lord, all we need is one touch from you for a change. Im simply just waiting on that day and if it never come mannnnn listen I did my part and I never lost hope 🤷🏾♀️.
I had a client right after the meeting which of im being honest I totally forgot about her 😬 but we finessed of course. Go me, after that I was sleepy I did take a likkle small nap which doesn’t count lol. It was not at a decent time. I had to wake up to quick because I had another client then I had to finish my nieces hair. Thinking I was going to finish all of this before 5pm, played myself. I was so sad I was late to my likkle girls night but I am happy I went, haven’t seen all of the girlies in a min. It was nice, I did very much though feel out of place, for being late, not being a part of the gift exchange, not a part of the convos either. Once upon a time i would’ve had tea to contribute but I had nothing. Really put some things into perspective, still love them all and would love to hang out again I just realize God really is doing His big one with me.
I am changing.
Stay Anchored in His Truth.