Journal Entry 11.24
Father thank you for this day. Today was such a good day. Went to church and the word was giving what it was supposed to give. Thank you Lord for a on time word because I definitely was expecting and I did not pray to hear a word from God but grateful to have gotten […]
Journal Entry 11.20
Mi just touch down inna di airport lol. Finally in the U.S. again. Thanksgiving is going to be sooo good, I cannot wait. Im in Florida and it feels so weird because I have been in Panama for a hot minute but we here. Today was a lot of running around doing last minute stuff […]
Journal Entry 11.18
So about today….. mmmm I was tired lol. I feel like im always tired but I really think it’s because I wake up so early so by the time. The middle of the day rolls around or late afternoon im ready to go to sleep. Woke up at 4am and by noon I was ready […]
Journal Entry 11.15
My heart is so heavy. Im not even about to go to sleep but so much has happened today. So many emotions, good and bad. I know now what the people be talking about when they say people ain’t gonna like you. Not everyone will agree with you. I am full of joy but int […]
Journal Entry 11.14
I physically want to just molly wap the devil, like for real for real. Sir why cant you and little demons go and bother someone else?! Today everyone has just been trying be left and right. Im like yo I seeeee you enemy. You are not slick and what’s annoying is it’s my family! MY […]
Journal Entry 11.13
Another chill type day. As I am writing this I kind of feel like my life is mad boring lol. Like, girl you real life have no life but I praise God. It’s not that I have no life, it is just very quiet. Which I honestly do love. I thank you Lord that I […]
Journal Entry 11.12
Today was cool, calm, chill. God has and still is revealing to me things about me and I love it because I want to be better. I want to grow. I don’t want to have to continue dealing with anger and offense when im 40, 50 years old. Lord you gotta get that thing up […]
Journal Entry 11.11
It’s crazy that im away and im over it. I love being away don’t get me wrong but think I. just mostly miss people and my regular routine. I really think this time was needed though of course. I wish everyone was able to put a pause on things and get back to things they […]
Journal Entry 11.9
The enemy really be trying to provoke me to anger and my dumb behind keep falling for the foolery. It’s so annoying! God I am TIRED, mainly because I really do try to stay calm! What’s more annoying is my family opens up themselves to be used and manipulated and I sometimes recognize it in […]
Journal Entry 11.6
What a day. I have so many questions Lord but thank you for another good and productive day. A day where I did not allow my feelings to get in the way. I cant deny Gods goodness though. I was just thinking about my life and everything I have been through I just thank God […]